"IndianHead NFLD" photo by Ward Jarman
Photo by Ward Jarman

Carpal anchored phalanges

of jointed rigidity

 

Wrapped in soft tissue

pink and moist with my warm blood

Grabbed hold cold, rough rock.

Photo by Ward Jarman

Full fists of iron and flint

Smack rock to rock — fire’s spark.

 

Black night’s no moon fright

will melt in flickers from twigs

Burned by stone smashing

 

For fleeting yellow heat leaps

to small mounded bits of brush.

Photo by Ward Jarman
Photo by Ward Jarman

I remember now!

Bend low snap, snap, blow gently.

Earth births Sun’s fire.

Photo by Ward Jarman

Desert sands, like parched lips, thirst,

for swelling clouds turning gray.

 

Wood shriveled to black

dehydrated carbon crust

can be crushed to dust.

 

What is this extension?

Four fingers and a mute thumb?

Photo by Ward Jarman

A hand, my white hand,

Once Africa’s purple black

That merged with Earth’s bones


To clap, slap, pound, pulverize.

Mountain, … hand, … a grand query.


How, Flame, were you seized

Encased in massive boulders

Fractured into rock?


Freed with a flick and a crack

I can no longer grasp you. 

Photo by Ward Jarman

I have seen trees bleed

Atop our Sun’s progeny —

Oozing sap hissing.

 

As orange limbs crumble to ash

Fresh killed meat drips precious dew.

 

The noon day sun shines.

I hunt in hunger and sweat.

Drought hides sustenance.

 

I’m cooked; in the heat, I drop

Prostrate, limbs spread, without breath.

 

Who is this man — dead?

Years past he spat on pigment

and smeared caves with paint.

 

Where are our unrestrained tears,

An unleashed torrent of rain?

AI image by Bernard Jaman

Spheres of water form

curtains of liquid beads

that flow into streams

 

Screaming towards the ocean floor.

Are we not pure fluid moved?

 

Born, raised, schooled, seek

Estuaries’ tidal pools

for ancestral home.

 

I have dreamed these precious scenes

and have called forth great fire.

Photo by Ward Jarman
Photo by Ward Jarman

I am much water

wrapped around angular bone

internally warmed,

 

But from where is my breath born

that forms these visions in time? 

Self Portrait
"The First Word" by Ward Jarman (1969 -1970)