" Marlo" AI image by Bernard Jarman

[Marlo]

 

The uncaused cause of the first cause … paused

before seeking to secure quantum levels to endure

explosive ramifications of infinite creations

of highly formed tangible transportations

for intangible forms of energetic provocations

to seek possibilities beyond probabilities to be manifested peculiarities.

 

The pause, like a black hole, consumed all,

densely compacted tightly, slightly smaller than a speck

frozen, waiting, internally inspecting the inward flow

growing like a formless capacitor ready to blow.

 

I am Marlo, the voice of stark pronouncements

from the black encampment that cradles the speck.

I am the space upon which elements trace their race

as they soar to become more than a horde of fragmented isolates,

disjointed particles set in motion by IT’S explosion

eventually to dance and romance combinations and unions to embrace

complexity, diversity, immensity of form and uncertainty.

 

I transport intangibles

encased in tangible forms

adorned with nuanced physical traits

 

that enhance the fates’

improved chance to confuse and infuse

daily attempts to choose correctly

 

with doubts about one’s power

though resolved not to cower;

 

to steady the hand

when taking a righteous stand

to withstand offense

 

from pompous decree to feed

upon innocent’s beauty.

See here the pale face,

the wet sparkle of glazed eyes

wide open, but blind.

 

I know the cold clammy skin

punctured by harsh intrusion

 

that ripped through warm flesh

now bleeding steadily, calm,

shocked, disconnected.

 

Back to the Earth, eyes skyward

does place matter? or the time?

 

What particulars

must my voice convey to sway

your sustained interest?

 

Whose poor life lies powerless

here silent, flaccid and scared

 

raced in haste to cure

society’s small mishap

with screaming sirens

 

that part the roving masses

to cut, probe, extract and bed

 

with synthetic tubes

latched onto vital organs? 

Whose bland, passive life?

 

Machined hemoglobin flows

tepid, filtered free of wastes

 

bathing each drone cell

with rich, fluid sustenance

from I.V. drip bags.

 

Where hides Life’s vitality,

mover of corporal hulks?

 

What has left this corpse?

The wound has been well sutured.

All is here, all lost.

 

Where begins this mundane end?

For what purpose my discourse?

 

Hear the sad rantings

of life gone horribly bad

and the claimed madness

 

of restrained freedom fighting

to regain self fulfillment.

See Kevin Jacobs

wage war to seek victories

from atrocities

 

believed to relieve his pain

through restrained mobility.

 

[Kevin]

 

Why, Judge, are you here

draped in white, without gavel,

nor court recorder?

 

Do you know Dante, Milton,

Virgil, Homer, or Camus?

 

Clerk of psychic swill,

pill monger of pressed potions,

vile syringe steward,

 

you’re my heinous albatross.

Unjust, you curse, uninjured.

 

Hell is bright white clean

protection from self demise,

State funded concern.

 

I am detained under writ

for my fits and assertions,

 

fine fascinations

for your cerebral pleasure

and treasured employ

 

of coy verbal cleverness,

feigned sorrow for others’ pain.

 

You must cut me loose,

Proctological Warden,

Assured Soul-Voyeur.

 

Compton reared unencumbered

incurs fierce retribution.

 

Summer’s colors bleed.

Fall’s the Gateway to Winter.

My curtain is drawn.

 

Now Sun yields more to Dark Night

over fields of muted browns

 

where squirrel morsels

rustle fallen leaves for fuel

to duel autumn’s chill.

 

Obsessed bucks look for fresh ruts

and dogs train to gain the scent.

 

Camouflaged Patience

with ancestral bow retooled

knows the rule of life,

 

and baited black bear has supped

his last before his long sleep.

 

Blaze Orange wants and waits

to join in ambush for meat

or sweet, horned trophy.

 

The northern woods are alive

unconcerned with urban law

 

where Fall wind yields course

to towers that cannot sway

like sashaying trees

 

boasting female assertions

like succulent cheeks

 

of short-skirted legs

not yet kissed by Summer’s light.

Delightful spring sight

 

is Autumn’s apparition

that haunts a gaunt traveler

 

in his bleak pallet,

respite from desperate flight.

Home was no refuge.

 

To the sprawling multitude

of Baltimore I withdrew.

 

Drawn by faint odors:

perfumed female sweat, hot thighs,

yearning secretions

 

mingled with bold male cologne.

All warmly radiating

 

from freshly bathed flesh

tight around firm young muscles.

I’d risk Future’s Void,

 

and condemn bookish toil

that spoils Lust’s coiled love,

An imposed blindness

groping for oblivion —

tactile ecstasy.

 

The auburn red of fire

blazing under mid-day-sun

 

frames bright, moon white skin

with soft, pink lips and green eyes.

Beauty captivates,

 

but, life needs food and shelter

and arrogance demands “style.”

 

Governmental chinks,

sacred wafers of metal

sealed with approval,

 

barter human sustenance

in civilized treachery.

 

A job, like a yoke

for one’s privileged servitude

adorns the masses

 

and eats souls to feed bodies

when Prestige’s needs must rule,

 

and naked embrace

fused in cosmic convulsion

demands employment.

 

“Rave on lunatic,” you muse.

I despise you, Guardian,

 

smug status quo slug

slithering through my psyche.

Were it only you !

 

POW, you’d feel the sudden thud,

the punch before disbelief.

 

Can you flip that switch

before I rip tasteful strips

of rich facial meat?

 

Curse the grit of carpet dirt

That grinds the corner of eyes,

 

That stinks in nostrils

crushed in the plush nylon pile

of cultured decor

 

Where secret desires ache

to hire black leather lace

 

Draped over moist warmth

Ready for wealthy foreplay

in refined bondage

 

While I, wooed in used sheep skin

and synthetic cowhide straps

 

Lay four point restrained

Spread upon this healing bed

Prometheus Bound

 

Reflective, relaxed, resigned,

entwined in mythic battle

 

with white feathered drones,

heartless, persistent agents,

pecking at my soul.

 

How pure the quiet content

found in the absence of sound

 

when torrential rains

cease their mad cascading wash

over naked souls

 

screaming with jubilant lust

abandoned to primal dance.

 

The stalk, chase and clutch

ends with pairs plunging to earth.

Rage is orgasmic.

 

I’m flushed with the rush of blood

eager to grab gushing life,

 

and I’m neither Greek

nor an immortal menace

to divine order,

 

but physics can’t be denied

and I’ve been set in motion

 

from Compton’s bastion

of secret whispers dispersed

through invaded dreams.

 

Come Judas, loosen my bonds;

I’ll speak of bleeding concerns,

an urn of ashes,

 

a requiem mass and tears,

fears to manage life.